This Life

This Life

I woke up
I realize
I have to be strong and patient
I have to seek Allah's help

Life is too short
World is too fake
Times will end
Everything will gone

This earthly life
and this world
will never be perfect
and without problems

I prefer the life of the hereafter
where is better
and longer lasting


*Will see you soon Papa, someday...

Dear Papa

Dear Papa

From now on will be a lot of posts that I dedicated for my father, my PAPA.
Papa is everything to me. The only person in the whole world understand me so well, even more.

**I am in the office now and I am almost cry everytime I remember him.

He's gone now and I can't believe I used past tense to tell story bout him. I love him so much and for sure I am gonna miss him so much. He passed away too quickly. I can't even say goodbye and thanks to him. I just being so close to him when he retired and I finished my degree from Australia. He's the best. He always help me to reach my dream and one of my dream is having degree overseas and I reached it because of Allah, Papa's support and Mama & Papa's prayers.

My other dream is working for PricewaterhouseCoopers, one of big 4 accounting firm. I reached it too. And again because of Allah, Papa's help and prayer and I did it all for Papa.

I wanna be like my Papa someday. Dedicated person for not only his family, but for people around him, for ummah and for his country.

I think I should go now. Back to work again. Next time I'll tell the story about my Papa again.

I miss you, Papa. When will we meet again, Pa?

Luv,

Cica

kondangan oh kondangan...

kondangan oh kondangan...

ahuahahaha...di bulan september banyak sekali kondangan...
hampir tiap weekend ada undangan...
alhasil nemenin nyokap gw...
ahuahaua... tdk bisa menonton tipi deh...
hiks...

make a poem, guys!

make a poem, guys!

you know what...
make a poem make me feel better
feel alright
feel all good

i found a friend in my loneliness
so now my friend not only loneliness :)

i used to write my poems on my book, my poems' book
yet now i think i better share it here

make a poem, i feel like i talk to someone or something maybe
hahaha...
make a poem, i feel like i found a friend to share
make a poem, i feel hmmm... why girls should have boyfriend??? they can have a poem...
*a bit silly that one...

at least a poem make me happier
never let me cry
never hurt my feeling

time to smile again
time to face the world on my own
time to stand up and tell the world
hey... i can be ... just by myself

batas

dua sisi
yang berbatas
satu hati
tak terbalas

nestapa menyapa
asa tak tergapai
haruskah raih
kesetiaan abadi

cukup kan
sampai disini
kisah kita
di batas ini

selamat tinggal
yang datang
pasti pergi
selamanya


-di batasku, memori-

When My Dream Comes True

Thanks to Ridwan for making my dream comes true. He put my poem titled "Yang Berlangit Ungu" into beautiful song. The song absolutely reflect my feelings when I made the poem. I listen to the song over and over again. Just soooooooooo beautiful!!! Just like what I want to "picturized" my poem.

I wish I can share it here so everyone visiting my blog can hear what Ridwan composed, but I don't know how to put it. Hehehehe...

Before closing, thanks again to Ridwan. The song just wonderfully done. Goodluck with your recording and stuff.

Yang Berlangit Ungu

Ada yang indah
di suatu malam yang teriring rintik hujan
Ada yang hilang
dan terasa mendalam

Itukah yang ternama
kesendirian jiwa?
Ataukah hanya
kehampaan rasa tanpa makna?

Ada yang anggun
di suatu malam yang berlangit ungu
Ada yang tercuri
dari dingin yang kelam tanpa bulan

Hanya luapan rindu
yang tenggelam dalam hembusan nafas
Hanya sebuah tanya
yang tersimpan erat tanpa jawab

7:58 pm
*Inspired by: The drizzle of the night. Jakarta yang hujan terus seharian. Jakarta yang macet terus seharian karena air yang "menggenang" dimana-mana. Malam yang kelam. Langit yang selalu membangkitkan inspirasi untuk dibikin puisi/prosa. Dan kesendirian.

**Seandainya gue bisa bikin lagu, nih prosa bisa gue jadiin lirik deh. Hehehe... Sayangnya gue gak bisa bikin lagu!!! Hiks hiks... Jadi buat teman-teman yang hobi bikin lagu dan berkenan menggunakan prosa/puisi gue sebagai lirik lagu boleh kirim email ke gue aja. Huahahaha... ngayal kali yee gue... Hehehe...

I HATE FRIDAY!!!

I am alone...
I am alone again
I am alone again on Friday...

Then...
I hate Friday

Broken

Have you ever feel that you alone?
Have you?

Have you ever feel that you are something yet nothing?
Have you?

Have you ever once feel so low, damn low?
Have you?

Have you ever feel that everyone move on except you?
Have you?

I am down
I am broken
And I am down
And broken

Oh life...

Asli Jobless

Hehehe... Iya betul sekali saudara-saudaraku, gue emang lagi jobless nih. Meskipun demikian bukan berarti gue gak ada kerjaan. Kerjaan gue tiap hari adalah buka-buka koran kompas plus searching internet khusus bagian lowongan pekerjaan. Huahahaha....! Waduh...muka gue nih lama-lama bisa mirip koran lagi! Gara-gara kebanyakan gaul ama tuh makhluk.

Weleh...ini blogspot lama gak gue kunjungin koq mukanya berubah yah? Kaga bisa di bold dan diapa-apain.Apakah ini gara-gara gue pake MAC alias APPLE? Duh... susah neeehhh... Tulisannya kecil-kecil pula! *Gue koq protes mulu yah???

Oh iya... gue nge blog lagi gara-gara protesnya Kak Bimo nih! Gue juga terheran-heran ama die... busyettttt... blognya masih full commitment saudara-saudara!!! Gak kaya blog gue yang makin lama makin terlantar...ahuahahaha...!!!

Oh iya...mumpung ngeblog nih! Kalo ada yang mampir di blog gue dan tahu menahu mengenai lowongan kerja, tolong yah saya di email in atau di msg in....Hehehe...

Ya su ahh... gue mau cari-cari kerja lagi atau tempat kuliah atau tempat kursus atau tempat-tempat lain yang menghasilkan uang dan HALAL!!! Ahuahahaha...

*Gue sepertinya juga kebanyakan ketawa neehhh!!!